misumi229
This is a poem I wrote after one of the people I was acquainted to, died in a car accident. My close friend was very close to him, and the incident left her heart-broken. I tried my best to console her, but I was at a loss as to what to say, because it was so cruel, I could hardly help crying myself. I mean, he was just so young. He wasn't even 18 yet. i wrote this poem mostly to convince myself that maybe, just maybe, everything was for the best. I didn't entirely succeed, because there is still this nagging doubt in my mind if I can be so philosophical if someone really close to me dies.
I don't know...
Well, I fell crazily in love with this guy, because he was so sweet and kind. he liked my best friend despite being rejected by her. I felt that life was so unfair at that point... I felt that if only he could like me instead, I could give him all the love and affection he actually deserved. I kept wondering how God could be so cruel... i know that my emotions probably seem absurd to anyone else but I was so crazy about him...