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I know you think I'm just a child I'm too young I don't understand I'm blinded by my love for him. But it's you who doesn't understand; I see everything clearly, More clearly even than you. I said I trusted you; That I would talk to you; But you in turn promised not to tell others. And you lied. So I do what I do To protect not only me, But you, too. I know what is happening. I know what will happen in the future. I realize I am going to be hurt. I will feel pain. My heart will be broken, And I will cry. This is all part of life. I understand this will happen. I also understand that I could prevent it, for now. But that would make me unhappy. As I said before, it is you who does not understand. I will be unhappy in the future. But for now...I am the happiest girl in the world. This will not soften the blow later... But it is worth it to me. My happiness right now is worth... Enough to me that I would suffer a thousand years in sadness... For just a moment of that happiness. So please try to understand... I DO understand. I am old enough to realize what will happen. I know the consequences. And try to understand... That my love does not blind me.