paranoia
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I stopped working to go play because I felt paranoid of something inside exploding with fury. I needed to calm down. I needed to calm down. I needed to calm down but when I got to the room there were people in it and I kept my face on but they had no other room, so I had to leave. I cannot puncuate, the fear and anger is seeping out and I can't seem to control my eyes widen and adrenaline flows through my veins exciting and terrifying me and I need to either kill someone or cry about it. I think someone is watching me type this. If someone was watching me type this they would think it was funny but I don't really feel like laughing at the moment. I think I'm coming down or up, away from it, I feel tired and sick again. I feel like jumping or rocking or twitching while lying down. I feel sick. I wonder if I'm paranoid.
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