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paranoia

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Fri, 15 Dec 2006 at 09:27am

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I stopped working to go play because I felt paranoid of something inside exploding with fury. I needed to calm down. I needed to calm down. I needed to calm down but when I got to the room there were people in it and I kept my face on but they had no other room, so I had to leave. I cannot puncuate, the fear and anger is seeping out and I can't seem to control my eyes widen and adrenaline flows through my veins exciting and terrifying me and I need to either kill someone or cry about it. I think someone is watching me type this. If someone was watching me type this they would think it was funny but I don't really feel like laughing at the moment. I think I'm coming down or up, away from it, I feel tired and sick again. I feel like jumping or rocking or twitching while lying down. I feel sick. I wonder if I'm paranoid.

One other likes this.
2006-12-15
The commendations this piece recieved in IF1 were: 0 minus votes, 1 plus votes, and 0 astars.
imagination
2008-08-02
It's interesting... it reminds me of a Blue October song.