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EVOL

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Sun, 18 Apr 2010 at 04:19pm

It's love, spelt backwards.

I broke it. Held it in my hands like a small child, Glancing on it like a favourite toy. I wanted to cry, But it would just be a silly indulgence… Like chocolate, dancing… Love. I suffocated it, Wanted it so badly, Like a small babe crying for milk, Looking for something to depend on. It was a daily requirement… Like breathing, feeding… Lov— I felt it, Kept it close to my heart, Let it follow the slow rising of my chest, Tried to keep it alive. It was fantasy… Like phaeries, magic… Lo— I lost it. Treasured it so much, Wanted it, Required it, Fantasized. It was everything… Like sun, moon, air and earth… L— I miss you, Wish I could hold you, Would like to scream at you. You were everything… …
burning_sands
2010-04-30

this needs to mature, like wine or cheese. come back to it in a month or two and rewrite and it has potential to be sweet