Sad Storie
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I know this sounds bad... but I almost wish she HAD died. Like then I could have said goodbye. Instead of sitting here crying all night STILL LATER... missing the only person I ever had in the world. I am so lonely and have lost everything when I moved FAR AWAY with. She is like a walking memory. It’s not fair! It’s hard to let things go after you’ve been through so much... I just want to curl up and die
I know now why no one likes me, or wants to be with me.... I just LET HER WALK AWAY. Just let her leave. She’s the only one who really knew me at all. How could she leave me? We laughed, cried, and told each other everything. If she looks at me now, all she will see is an empty space. If she ever comes back to me, it’s going to be so hard. I have so many scars, and so many open cuts. I am an empty space, who can disappear without notice. I waited for her for so long. Now there is no one.... she’s the only one who knew me. If she saw me now, she wouldn’t remember who I was... YES I just saw her last month.... and I have seen her at leased 20 times since SHE LEFT... but it’s not the same... IM DIFFERENT now that no one loves me, no one cares for me. No one to pray for me...
Do you know how it feels to loose the only thing that TOLD you to hold on in this world? Who would read you storeys and collect things with you? Who spent all the evenings doing things with you, driving you around and watching your sports? I lost everything... and it was my fault that I let her walk away...
I give up...
everything is taken away in the end...
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