I feel like everything's closing in on me. The world is crashing and I feel sick. I hate boys. I hate people. I just need to escape.
I keep looking at flights to anywhere in the world. Seeing where I could go, what I could afford. Where I could escape to. I just need to leave. I don't want to go to school, or work or I dunno. I just want to disappear. But it costs money to disappear and I only have so much of that.
I'm going to break down, and it's not going to be pretty. And whenever I need to talk to someone, it's seems like they're all unavailable.
I need to escape. Someone please help me escape >< I'm feeling pathetic right now. Nothing seems right, and nothing has seemed right for months. It's not like I lead a terrible life. I'm just. Fuck, I don't know.